16x20 framed wood
 
If sin were to reflect bad health in our bodies, which I believe it does... its not healthy to be prideful, angry, jealous, bitter... subconsciously we hold a grudge and we dont pray about the things we dont want answers about. The sin festers and is comfortable in our flesh. The amount of shame it brings us... we dont even see it. We cant see it. Thats why we have to give it to God so He can reveal the change that needs to happen. 
Medicine and therapy is just a quick fix. The Creator is the only one who can literally change us from the inside, out. He heals us and does the impossible. We wont even recognize ourselves. To be a light in this world is only possible if you allow His change within you. It will feel uncomfortable, sound crazy to others, and seem confusing... like God, why? Its not for us to understand but its healing. 
He meets you where you are and covers us in grace and mercy. In Jesus name, pray over everything. Repent and be thankful. 
You have to step away from everything... kids, job, activites, all things. You can do nothing for the ones around you but if you accept His healing, He can fill you with His spirit and that will come out on your family, your job, random people you come across. He will get the glory. 
 
"If we live by the Spirit, let us also keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking one another, envying one another."
Galations 5:25-26
 
"And the prayer of faith will save the one who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. And if he has committed sins, he will be forgiven.
James 5:15